self

habitual construction of imagination

can i tell you about life?

iambarr | February 22, 2010

by that, of course, i mean to ask, can i tell you about my life? (solipsism is ingrained and unavoidable, even at the level of basic sentence construction) some facts/fantasies: will oldham is not charles edward stuart, despite the similarity of their names. this time, as it turns out, the cusp was real. iam2ndorderbarr. there [...]

thinking came later…

iambarr | February 18, 2010

drank scotch. wrote words. realized later that the internet isn’t private. heh heh. silly, chris.

had ideas

iambarr | February 17, 2010

went to see a man today. went to see a man about the unknown, because, you see, i had questions. turns out that asking questions is not enough to deserve answers. his name is loren coleman and, when it comes to the unknown, there are few who can rival his knowledge. bigfoot, yeti, coelocanth, jersey [...]

i would like the world to understand..

iambarr | February 17, 2010

the world, by which i mean the neighborhood, is big. REALLY big.

i drank some scotch

iambarr | February 17, 2010

then.. i drank some more scotch. the thing is, scotch is fucking fantastic in the morning. the first glass is a lot like burning. the second glass is a lot like redemption and forgiveness. bliss might be a factor, but that just sounds so poetic and cliche that i hesitate to use it. silly words. [...]

Sometimes

iambarr | February 16, 2010

Sometimes life is absolutely terrible. Sometimes life makes you want to stab god in the throat with a blunt spatula. Sometimes life is just annoying. Seriously christing annoying. Tonight is one of those christingly annoying times. If jesus were here (and I believed in him) I would kick him in the shins. He’s not (and [...]

3 hours remain.

iambarr | February 1, 2010

goodbye hannaford.