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habitual construction of imagination

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iambarr | September 3, 2010

so i must say, this has been a fantastic summer. there have been issues, certainly. there were broken ribs (pain and breathing and waking up and more pain and hiccups and PAIN and addiction and withdrawal and PAIN) and a pretty little scar on my face as proof of devastation; there was an infection of [...]

2 days remain.

iambarr | January 29, 2010

there is a bit of a thrill, yes, along with a severe fuck of a chill at the weather and the world and the prospects for the future, taking a leap – a mental leap, a financial leap, and a leap of logic mixed with naivety, but mostly just caught in the wonderpuzzlementawe at the [...]

Hey, even the Mona Lisa is falling apart.

iambarr | June 25, 2009

The annoying: My hips have been hurting. The disturbing: They hurt more when it rains. The painfully amusing: I’ve begun taking glucosamine.

First post from the villa…

iambarr | April 20, 2009

…when I should really be at school. So i decided that my hair has really been getting shaggy lately. I’ve been wanting to get my hair cut for over a week now, but somehow the timing never seems to work out. Since I finished my epic heart of darkness paper, I decided that I could [...]

Rediscovering Santa

iambarr | January 2, 2009

Under the word “tradition,” Mirriam-Webster offers the following as the first definition: an inherited, established, or customary pattern of thought, action, or behavior (as a religious practice or a social custom). These words -inherited, established, customary- are exactly what make traditions feel sacred and special. The sense that a custom is eternal is what automatically [...]

i see bugs

iambarr | November 19, 2008

i want you to know something. i want you to understand that i see bugs. i see them in my sleep, but i see them while i’m awake. i see so many things. so many things that aren’t easily seen. these things are not new to me, but also not known by me, there are [...]

a little off my chest

iambarr | November 14, 2008

and the world is shifting around me. in a strange space, it seems. things are happening and not happening in configurations that i can’t sort out properly. i’ve been working non-stop for what feels like weeks and that tends to throw off my sense of time and linear proportion to an extent that, if i [...]