self

habitual construction of imagination

summer cloud

iambarr | September 3, 2010

thanks

iambarr | September 3, 2010

so i must say, this has been a fantastic summer. there have been issues, certainly. there were broken ribs (pain and breathing and waking up and more pain and hiccups and PAIN and addiction and withdrawal and PAIN) and a pretty little scar on my face as proof of devastation; there was an infection of [...]

fuck yeah..

iambarr | July 14, 2010

one step closer.

this is a daily dose day..

iambarr | July 7, 2010

disclaimer: stoned, deliriously sleepy, twitchy been spending too much time inside lately. it’s easy to use the broken rib excuse, but i really can’t defend my compete and total regression into mind-numbing lethargy lately. need to fight it and get back into things again. spent the morning reading today and it reminded me how little [...]

mood

iambarr | June 26, 2010

shitty. yes, shitty. really really shitty. i am in a shitty mood. seriously.

let me begin by saying,

iambarr | June 22, 2010

sorry, but i feel this needs to be done:

broken again

iambarr | June 19, 2010

by which, of course, i mean my body and my vow to post daily. completely fucking fuzzy around the edges right now, so i will probably not write much at the moment. thoughts are jumbled and slow and somewhat nonsensical. but with a whole day to myself i can’t justify not writing something. thursday night: [...]

first post from borders

iambarr | June 16, 2010

determined to check out free wi-fi providers in the area to see which is the most comfortable for sitting and writing. hung out at the library “cafe” and that was pretty swell. free, comfortable, books and research available on site, no food, no alcohol. today is borders which boast almost the same, except that it [...]

let it be known…

iambarr | June 11, 2010

i am drunk. seriously drunk. it’s not entirely my fault, of course. it never is. how could it ever be? regardless (irregardless is a pleonasm (sounds like a spoonerism, i know, but it’s not)), despite the cliche defense.. it’s not entirely my fault. i didn’t ask for it. clapp trap pushed it on me and [...]

and i would like to say…

iambarr | June 6, 2010

FUCK YOU, WINDOWS… fuck you, windows. fuck you, windows. fuck you, windows. fuck you, windows. you fucking assholes. i HAVE a real, fucking authentic, fucking genuine copy of windows. seriously. yes, fucking seriously. fuck you and your genuine certification notice. i hope each and every one of you fuckers dies in a fire fueled by [...]