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I don’t think you understand all the ways you shine. You’re such a radiant girl with so much love to give that i think you’re occasionally blinded by your own swellness. I don’t know what’s wrong today or what’s inside your head, but i have a feeling you’re probably in a place where it’s hard to recognize your own beauty.

It’s important that you know how i see you…

This is my Becca Clapp.

She’s a diva and a charmer, simultaneously covered and exposed in every possible way. Hidden behind those eyes she’s got an orgy of devils and angels locked in a cataclysmic and beautiful struggle. Swelteringly passionate, vast and cool, endlessly enchanting,  warmly inviting, she is a paradox too multifaceted to be unraveled, which is exactly why i love her..

But this is my Becca Clapp. She’s my favorite bikist.

She’s also my favorite plumbist.

This is also Becca Clapp. She’s an international thrillseeker, cave-explorer, and navigatrix. There’s no one else i could want by my side, whether in the Tophets of Carthage,

or the wilds no-man’s-land of Times Square. She has a smile that outshines all the brightest lights of that crazy city.

She’s the prettiest girl i could ever want with me on a sunny day,

or in front of a Christmas Tree,

or just about anywhere at all. You see, she’s positively the swellest gal i’ve ever known and i can’t think of anything i could do or anywhere i could go that would be as good without her.

Even ‘smores and bourbon taste better when i’m with her.

Sometimes, i make her mad.

Sometimes she makes me mad.

But in the end, we’re always better for whatever problems have come and gone. She goes where she goes and the world is a better place because of it all.

She’s got so much love trapped inside her, just waiting to spill out onto everyone around her.

I love her for the way she loves her cats,

and her fish,

random dogs,

neighborhood horses,

and all the stray rodents she adopts and nurtures.

She comes from a beautiful family who love her unconditionally and enormously.

I can see where she gets all her love.

She’s filled with crazy ideas about family, and love, and marriage, and there’s never a moment when it’s not on her mind. But that’s okay, because she’s been pretty successful at filling my head with these ideas as well. I’m on board with her crazy schemes and i’ve got some of my own ideas for the future.

Someday, we’ll build ourselves a house.

And we’ve already started a family. It’s not quite what she wants, but it’s getting closer all the time.

but someday i’ll give her everything she wants.

The girl drives me crazy (in a couple different ways), and i can’t stop falling in love wtih her a little (or a lot) more every day. Whether she’s sad, happy, sexy, hungry, itchy, or just plain there, i love her like i’ve never loved anyone else.

6-9-10 at 0517…
~and always will for all the days, Miss clapp~