self

habitual construction of imagination

Okay

iambarr | May 14, 2009

Worried and stressed because I can’t work hard enough or fast enough to overcome the huge mountain of work I’ve got in front of me. How (and why) do I do this? I’m in front of an avalanche and instead of working to get out from beneath it, I’m taking time to stop and explain [...]

Someday my email access will be restricted.

iambarr | May 10, 2009

Security Email. 5-10-09. Complaint. Oh my god. Sweet creeping monkey carcasses. Holy zombie abortions and phlegm-covered demon entrails! I seriously need somebody to explain something to me. Seriously. How is it that the people in charge of ordering bunker room supplies haven’t been fired, deported, executed, defenestrated, or otherwise punished for their complete inability to [...]

First post from the villa…

iambarr | April 20, 2009

…when I should really be at school. So i decided that my hair has really been getting shaggy lately. I’ve been wanting to get my hair cut for over a week now, but somehow the timing never seems to work out. Since I finished my epic heart of darkness paper, I decided that I could [...]

i see bugs

iambarr | November 19, 2008

i want you to know something. i want you to understand that i see bugs. i see them in my sleep, but i see them while i’m awake. i see so many things. so many things that aren’t easily seen. these things are not new to me, but also not known by me, there are [...]

a little off my chest

iambarr | November 14, 2008

and the world is shifting around me. in a strange space, it seems. things are happening and not happening in configurations that i can’t sort out properly. i’ve been working non-stop for what feels like weeks and that tends to throw off my sense of time and linear proportion to an extent that, if i [...]